I am sick and sick about it...

Last night I had to stand in the shower for 20 minutes full of steam because simply I couldn't breathe. I didn't want to take anything and be kept awake for my troubles, so in the TMI file you can say waking up this morning with a film of phlem in my mouth was disgusting. And it probably could have been avoided had I popped a antihistamine.

I went through a box of tissues at work and am nearly through my second tonite. I think... I might have to break my unwritten about pledge to not buy anything for the month of January and go to the Pharmacy and buy some drugs.

This does not please me.

Mom emailed me and asked if I need her to bring me anything, I almost wrote back "drugs" but I can't have my Mom be bringin' me pharmaceuticals. No matter how much I want them. Badly.