sickie signing in

I am sick of lots of things, mostly with the fact I have this heinous cold and am scared out of my gourd to use any over the counter medication, if Zycam makes you loose your sence of smell, I don't need that!

Hardly smoked at all, which is so good. This quitting thing hasn't been too painful on me actually. I think the conversation that I had a weekago really sunk some stuff in and made it that much easier too.

Valentines dinner tonite, very happy about it! Presents wrapped, out fit picked (its pretty much all pink except the pants and the shoes), almost hungry (no real appetite to speak of with this cold thing, but I am trying), and very happy.

I had some really terrible dreams last night early this morning that have kind of shaken me to my core a little bit. They were really really scarey on a very personal level. Sometimes my subconcious is not my friend.

I did though ask my Magic 8 ball a couple questions today, one was decididly not the answer I wanted to hear (but know that the negative answer is so right on the nose) and the other two were definately what I figured. Remember it is not just a toy.

Almost bought some 20 dollar Swell pillows at Target too. But convinced myself that just because they are green with this pink rose thing on them and are completely precious....(find them pictured in the current issue of Budget Living (not online anywhere unfortunately)) but just because I am a girl doesn't mean I have to have a gazillion pillows on the bed, plus I could easily knock this project off. So didn't get the pillows. Yay for me.

Happy V Day...!