Monday, January 05, 2004

sorry to start the new year off like this but...

::sigh::

My Mother... she was right. She is right. No guilt but really she totally could have said "I told you so" but she hasn't. I am on the move, to greener pastures so-to-speak.

If you want to find me off line... I will be the one hanging out at shul, trying to get involved and meeting new people since the ones right now in my life are drastically lacking in things that are nice to me.

::sigh again::

I have been put upon and completely taken advantage of, all in the name of trying to be a good person and be giving and sharing. You think that I would have learned by now that people generally suck. Well the lesson hasn't gone unlearned by me in the last couple of weeks.

I didn't really have a game plan yesterday but thought about it most of the day today inbetween getting the bosses cell phone situation fixed, and I will say this... I don't think that the kind of people that I want to be around are the kind of people that I know right now. I want to meet folks that their primary concern isn't themselves. That they want to donate of their time and energy. So Kvod Catering... here I come I think.

I am so ready to expand my personal horizons.

I can handle a couple of Sundays a month.

I think it may actually help me get in touch with my synagouge a little more at the same time...

Hey two birds right?


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