I have the night off from dinner tonite and I am thrilled because I am completely stressey right now. So nothing like a fabulous disaster of an interview with Isaah Washington and an interviewer like Larry King I am thrilled to be able to chill out, watch a really dishy little hour of tv. Eventually. I can not concentrate on anything because I am high alert work wise still after coming home. Its going to take awhile to decompress for sure. I am thrilled to have this midweek respite from the crazy I have from 8:15 to 5:30 everyday lately. I know that the work that I am doing is keeping our department up and running but whoa nelly I am one very busy girl. One of the directors of my department today almost made me cry because he was vocal about an issue which he was absolutely right about. But I am so on edge that I literally had to walk away so I didn't cry. Then I fixed the situation right away and went back to tell him and then told him he almost made me cry. No regrets baby. We will joke about it later. Like on Thursday I hope. I have lists going for Thursday so that I can keep all these parts of my job up in the air, I am juggling all the pieces but I forgot to breathe through the stress today. And it got the best of me, so I learned a most valuable lesson for sure.

I woke up this morning in the midst of this weird dream about an ex boyfriend. He was working in radio here in Denver and was on air...which is totally weird and unlikely because he lives on a completely different continent. I don't have a clue what would make me think about him and much less subconsciously think about him working in Denver on the radio. Just nuts. Then tonite because google gets the best of me sometimes I google him, find out he has produced a documentary and on his doc site has a radio interview. Its all coincidental but as they say thats not all it is. Its so really great to know what is going on in his life. It was great hearing his voice again and his interview was very interesting. But a radio interview? Weird. I like it when things like this happen and I embrace the coincidences.