Sometimes mini bottles don't help

Ok who am I trying to fool, they totally do, but only when you can actually try them and aren't afraid you are going to bite off your own tongue when you are trying to chew the chocolate. I didn't partake since I had a filling put in merely an hour before. I didn't want the novacaine/numbing agent they used. I can handle the drilling just fine without it and would have preferred to go without actually but my new dentist, bless his heart, wouldn't let me. So I had to loose all feeling to my face for four hours. But the filling is in, I have learned the power of flossing (seriously... floss kids) and won't miss out next time, because one: I am going to floss more and two: I won't have numbing action again, seriously its just a freakin' filling. I survive cramps, I can survive five minutes of feeling cold metal on my tooth. Its the sound that is the worst part, and that is why you have an ipod with you I believe. I did though get to try the Stoli' Raspberry after my Mom poured the insides of hers into my Diet Coke with Lime. Wasn't bad. But that was in the throws of "I can't feel my face lets make a Mat Shot I will try it". All while sitting at the dinner table. Odd.

I got a job offer that I am going to have to turn down. I am not quite sure how to do it either. The offer came the other day from someone that I used to work for who wants me as part of their team. Which is so unbelievably flattering and kick ass of an offer, but still, they would have to offer me crazy money to do it. I took crazy mad cheddar (did I actually just type that?) and sold my soul for 9 months working for that fukkakatah law firm, I would rather be 7 grand short a year from last year and know that I am not missing out on the hell that I went through. Besides, I am making a nice little niche' for myself where I am now, why would I up and walk away from what very easily could be the best situation I have had in a very very long time. But... if there is anyone out there who reads this, that is a top notch administrative person, looking for a great job potential in the Denver Metro area, willing to work for a really great boss and super nice person, email your resume my way and I will pass it along. I am absolutely serious.

I lost a pair of earrings that I loved. I need to find them and it actually woke me up last night. I had this dream I was answering my front door for pizza (which never happens, one I haven't ever ordered delivery pizza and two I don't eat at home anymore) and when the dream panned around it was into a close up of my ears with those earrings in. Its annoying me now.

No better time to start obcessing about something but at 11:45 at night. It might just be time to start tearing through every little jar and nook and cranny to try and find them. Otherwise I doubt I will sleep at all. Guh.