its sunday and I am really happy

I am also really happy that 16 months or so ago I didn't give into the registry at Tiffany's and buy Liza and David a 240 dollar fork like I was thinking I would just to see if I got a thank you note, since apparantly their marriage is ovah. I can not say I am surprised and I think I have a pool somewhere on that breakup too. We have anywhere from 2 years to 14 months on Jenny from the Block and Mr. Aflackkkkk. I am the 14 monther in case you were wondering. If you are wanting to play along... pitch in a time frame and you are in.

What is it about celebrity marriages that dooms them so? Is it the million dollar price tags or the helicopters buzzing the tents? Who knows. I am not talking specifically about J and B* (*names to further be edited because I get a lot of hits for her latest video, and don't need the google spiders hitting me for this)or Liza and David, but in general. Thank goodness Pam A and Kid R didn't marry or there would be a mess o death pools for that one. Yikes.

Read something really saddening to me a couple of minutes ago. It hits me very personally. Nothing that is really floating around on the net as much in email. I feel like I am very good at supporting my friends and family and co workers and people I surround myself with but read something that in my own very insecure and twisted way makes me question if it is all actually worth all the trouble. Its hard to care sometimes and it pisses me off that I am sitting here on a Sunday night thinking this way because of something some skank wrote in an email. Sometimes things never ever really change, I don't know at all what I expected. I just may not be so willing to go the distance like I have in the past.

And for that I am going to start actually taking lunches again... walking the mall, hitting the bookstores, eating alfresco not al deskco. (I keep saying that I am going to do it but honey chiiiile... its happening.... breaking out the secretary tennisshoes and the white socks and eating lunch where the sun will hit my face unobstructed by two panes of tempered glass honey.... freedom rings at noon tommorrow)! I have a brand spankin' new mp3 player loaded with the best of the 80s dance tunes and its all very very good.